Getting older has to be one of the easiet and hardest things to do. It's easy because each day you are alive you are getting older. The hard part comes when you spend each day trying to make it to the next. Whether trying to eat healthy, work out or just plain stay out of trouble. Since I've been getting older, I'm starting to find things on my body that weren't there before. Like a knot on my neck or new mole on my face. Needless to say, I've become quite the hypochondriac because you never know these days. I do get a little concerned when I do go to the doctor and they say that everything is fine just by looking at you. What, no exam? It's hard to find good healthcare. Then you hope that your parents passed the right genes down to you so you don't wind up with some weird inherited disorder. I'm just thankful for each day I get granted. I know sometimes I take it for granted by being so unbelievably lazy, but I'm trying to get out of that. I'm trying to do something good everyday. I've been told more than once that I'm selfish so I'm trying to do things for other people. I'm trying to not just think of me when I make decisions. You don't want to go around making yourself happy at the expense of others. Most people get wiser as they get older but there are still some that don't get any smarter after like the 10th grade. I work with some of those people. I try to be nice but sometimes you just have to say "are you for real" Well, I guess I'll let you all go for now. Take it easy.
Posted by nikki at September 9, 2004 10:32 AM