Is it possible to love someone mind, body, and soul? I used to doubt that. Well, until one day I realized that I did. I tried to come up with all sorts of reasons as to why I was "tricking" myself to believe this. Sooner or later I realized that it was real. I found myself looking for what I already had. I ask myself often why I was so blind. This I may never know. All I know is that now my eyes are wide open. The question is, is it too late? It very well could be. Where does that leave me and love? The first time a particular someone told me he loved me he started to heat up, literally. I could actually feel the love that he had for me. It's like it took a while but now I heat up too just thinking of looking into his eyes and saying, "I love you" and knowing that he can feel it like I did the first time he told me and every time there after. Most of the time I feel like I'm asking too much, especially after all the things I have done since we broke up. But I keep remembering something that I read in the Bible about love. Something that he even reinterated and so has my friend that I confide in from time to time. What I read and stands out in my mind now is that love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and endures all things. I just hope the love that he has for me is strong enough to forgive me. I have the strength and the knowledge to forsake all others and concentrate on him. I do love him, mind, body, and soul. I am not ashamed to tell him this. I will tell the world if I could. Well, that is what I'm doing sort of. Anyway, I preparing to move so I must finish a little bit of packing. Until next time...
Posted by nikki at January 3, 2005 04:11 AM